hi! :)
people used to call me JAN'X...
well i have to say something about
myself.
Let me give a try to see what kind of
image you have about me through my
self-description.
Here it goes.
I am a person who love's challenges in
every aspect of life.
i consider myself as flexible knowing that
nothing remains constant but Change....
i used to get my strength from christian
and worship songs such as
"Lord, i offer my life",
"lift up your hands",
"lead me lord",
"take me out of the dark",
"power of your love",
"one more gift",
"footprints in the sand",
"heart of worship",
"here i am",
"mighty to save",
"one way",
"take it all",
"shout for joy",
"My Life Is in YOU, Lord"'...etc.
and more often than not i used to listen
to any inspiring, encouraging & positive
songs, like
fireworks, the climb (miley cyrus), today
my life begins & billionaire (bruno mars),
no boundaries (adam lambert), i got the
feeling (B.E.P), etc..
i love doing movie marathon and
especially those movies that shows
positivity,
planning & strategy, encouragement,
leadership, survival, and faith
for example pursuit of happiness,
remember the titans, drumline,
taken, transformer: Dark of the Moon,
Kung Fu Panda 1 & 2, and Sucker Punch.
i like Criss Angel's Mindfreak show,
i love reading & collecting books about
encouragement, leadership, inspirational,
the power of positive thinking,
entrepreneur, business career, and witch
craft.
my favorite books so far are Purpose
Driven life by Rick Warren, Turtle Wisdom,
Annie Sullivan & Hellen Keller biography,
the notebook by nicholas sparks, &
Moses.
i believe everything is energy..
i believe in law of attraction..
i highly recommended u guys to watch
the documentary movie "the secret",
coz it changed me a lot...the way i think,
my attitude, & my mindset.
I always wanted to be a great writer, like
Victor Hugo who wrote "Les Miserable",
and i already watch the stage play of
"Les Miserable" before
I also wanted to be a great psychologist,
like William James or Sigmund Freud, who
could read people's mind.
i am a happy, smiling person
i used to be a clown in my circle of
friends,
and used to make fun in my mom and
siblings...
i don't have any reserve jokes...its more
impromptu..the punchlines just come out
naturally..
i used to live
"nobody-minds-me-i-don't-mind-you" life
I SMOKE and i can't kick the habit. it's
something that relaxes me..
i feel more alive and healthier if i eat
vegetables...i used to order fresh fruit
shakes...
i am a boyish gal
i do have a lot of heart breaks
actually..and i easily fall in love
And I expect nothing in life but the
happiness.
I intend to open myself up to the world,
i am like an open book to everybody...
i am yin yang lover..
There are many things I like to do, to
see, and to experience.
I like to read, I like to write; I like to
think, I like to dream;
I like to talk, I like to listen.
I like to see the sunrise in the morning, I
like to see the moonlight at night;
I like to smell the wind coming from the
ocean.
I like to look at the clouds in the sky with
a blank mind,
I like to do thought experiment when I
cannot sleep in the middle of the night.
I like to sleep, I like to get up late and I
like to laugh.
I like to be in a group of dancer again, i
like to enroll in sports dance
coz i love dancing!
I used to dance in our school since high
school and college.
i love to sing but i am not in a tune
and i sing aloud if i want to..
im not stressed, it wasn't like what i had
before.
i'm enjoying my life now and taking it one
day at a time.
i'm more focused now. i know what i
want.
I hate to be alone and I hate waking up
alone..
I hate hypocrites and i HATE
perfectionist, you must understand
why..ur not perfect though..
I hate pain and suffering
i do a lot of sacrifices..
i bear this one word in my life always
"BELIEVE"
This is a brief introduction of myself.
Do not expect too much, and keep your
sense of humor.