I decided to write to make myself free from my blurry mind. I am indeed used to do this as I am writing my diary but let’s try on Medium with you.
The thing is, I am not able to think right now. Therefore, the rest of this article is unplanned. It will go as it comes to my mind. I will try to figure out why I feel that blurry and hopefully, we will discover more than the reason. The most important and key characteristic of this article will be my sincerity. I will be intimately discussing it with myself.
The first thing to question is the timing of my blurry mind. How long has it been the case? Well, not for so long… Last night I was okay. I format my laptop and trying to make more stylish my Ubuntu desktop. Yeah, I slept quite late and there was a little earthquake, which is frequently happening nowadays where I am living, at night but when I woke up, I was still okay. I had a very nice breakfast and then I was trying to prepare myself for my 14 months old niece. She is with us on weekdays so we are spending a lot of time together but after she becomes less cheerful, I recognized that last days, I was not giving myself to her. Even if we were together, there was something else to do in my mind. I decided to be fully with her and that is why I was preparing myself for my niece.